Hi everyone..aku ni mamai2 sikit pagi ni..why?coz my dearest future hubby kacau aku pkl4.19am cz rindukn aku..actually aku yg rindukn die cz dh lama xdgr his husky voice yg bt jantung aku dup dap dup dap 2..haha..gatai anak sape la ni..TAPI si dia ni xpandai pilih timing..punye lah sedap aku tgh kuak lentang, kuak kupu2, tiba2 iphone4 kesygn aku bunyi..nsb baik aku sempat tgk sape yg calling klu x mmg kena sembur le..haha..yela..tgh sdp tido kot..gayut le sejam lebih gak le..psl wedding, psl nk gi australia, psl honeymoon..FYI, nk gi aussie blm ditetapkn tarikh lg tp die mmg nk kami b'satu before that cz die nk bwk aku gi sana..impian aku kot..teringin nk tgk kangaroo, koala bear & nk rasa suasana kt sana..mesti best!
Ramai ckp aku b'tuah cz akn b'kawen dgn org singapore cz diaorg lg educated, lg kaya, lg maju dr kite tp ramai yg xth byk dugaan sbnrnye bile b'setuju b'kawen dgn org yg lain negara ni..wlupun dia melayu tp dia not actually know about our adat resam melayu..always dia pertikaikan kenapa perlu buat mcm 2 & mcm ni..well, i'm Malaysian babe..Malaysian kaya dgn adat resam xkira le kaum pe pun..lg 1, kelemahan my future hubby is dia kureng sikit psl agama2 ni..tapi yg aku respect gile kt die, wlupun dia kureng tapi dia penah khatam Quran, tahu ngaji Quran (cuma xamalkan sgt), hafal yassin..psl solat xcomplete lg le..aku pun kdg2..bkn kdg2 slalu tinggal solat gak le..xpela..what past is past..now, aku nk didik diri aku & dia supaya jalani hdp b'landaskn Islam..aku nk didik anak2 aku nnti wlupun dok kt singapore or dok kt mana sj (xth le dok ne cz die ni byk project kt oversea tp mainly dok singapore le) dgn cara Islam..jgn ikut barat sgt le cz sejahat2 manusia bile die mati tetap dikebumikn dengan cara Islam kecuali die murtad..lg dugaannya adalah p'bezaan kefahaman psl benda2 i mean overall..sbg cth, psl kawen ni, ikutkn klu kt malaysia perlu dokumen mcm ni & ni & ni..tp utk singapore nk mcm 2 , mcm 2 & mcm 2..aku ni dh le br 25..lgpun xpenah lg dlm family yg nk kawen dgn bangsa asing..moyang aku dulu xpyh cite le..mmg aku ni byk mix..tp zaman dolu2 mana nk pki dokumen pjg b'jela bagai..sistem blm upgrade lg..
lg 1 masalah aku ni aku ni cpt cemas, cpt gelabah..nk bt sesuatu benda sume mesti perfect..sebb 2 aku suke prepare pape awal2..bile xperfect mula le aku mrh2 (tanpa niat ok?)..pd kwn2 yg penah kena mrh 2 hrp phm le..kdg2 aku sendiri xth pe yg aku mrhkn sgt 2..nk ckp aku sewel, agaknyela mental sikit kot..haha..tp aku jenis nk perfect..& aku plg pantang if jnji xditepati..very strict person..nsb le..so, diatas perangai cpt cemas, gelabah tapir ni, pagi td dh kena tegur dgn si dia..cz aku tanye soalan b'tubi2 psl wedding
aku..haha..dia ckp slowly..benda penting dlm hidup perlukn perancangan yg teliti..aku ni mmg suke rushing2..t'touching le sikit dgn dia..air mata sipi2 nk kuar dh..maybe dia perasan yg aku diam je time 2, dia terus cakap,"my syg ni xblh kena tegur ye?u ni klu kancheong sgt nnti jmpe siap le..i gigit u tau..degil.."waaa...bkl suami aku dh tkr jd vampire..th le skrg tgh top cite twilight..haha..euwwww!xrela aku digeget oleh beliau..
tapi perasan x?wlupun byk p'bezaan aku dgn die, wlupun penah clash, still b'sama..i dont know why & i dont know how but we always stick together..aku terima kekurangan dia..dia terima kekurangan aku..maybe 2 penguat cinta kami..& 1 more thing yg bt aku syg my musyuk 2..th x knp?what happen at the end, he's the one & only yg sentiasa jaga ati aku, pujuk aku cz aku yg selalu keras kepala & ego..haha..that is what we call it L.O.V.E...
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kan cheong = kan cheong /kahn cheong, kɑn tʃiːɒŋ/ a. [Cant. 紧 kan urgent, in haste, pressing, important + 张 cheung to bend a bow; to extend, to stretch; to open (Eitel); Mand. jĭnzhāng nervous, keyed up; tense, intense, strained:jĭn urgent, pressing, tense + zhāng open, spread, stretch; magnify, exaggerate (Chi.–Eng. Dict.)] Also kancheong. 1 Nervous, keyed up. 2 Tense, intense, strained.
1 2002 Michelle Ho (quoting Diana Liaw) The Straits Times (Life!), 13 August, L8 I was so ‘kancheong’ (Cantonese for worried) about his tests that I woke him up at 5:30 am to remind him not to make mistakes. 2004 Colin Goh The Sunday Times (LifeStyle), 3 October, L16 [T]he Wife was unusually late one night coming home from class, and I was getting increasingly kan cheong.. 2006 Colin Goh The Sunday Times(LifeStyle), 1 January, L12 Of course, when we mentioned to Singaporean friends and relatives that we were planning on doing this, they got all kan cheong. 2008 Colin Goh The Sunday Times (LifeStyle), 2 November, 14 I wasn’t always this kan cheong about elections.
